sabar je la..

ok... kita sambung citer post yg sebelum ni k...
at the time i was facing my two trials, i was tested with a common cold.. i still remembered when my body was feeling very bad. at that very moment, the h1n1 influenza was spreading all over the world. and i was suspecting myself to be infected by that particular disease. i was so worried. only Allah knows how badly my feeling was. until up to a moment, i was thinking of death and i couldn't meet my family anymore. it was very bad at the time. i tried to calm down myself but futile. the warm of my forehead, even my entire body was worsening. but i know, Allah knew what had happened to me.. that night, ust khir (warden) came into the surau and made an announcement. "for those who are not feeling well, please proceed to warden's office now," Allah had saved me.
i went to the warden's office and i waited for a van to take me (actually there were few students also worried about their health) to HUKM. i had to obey the procedures of the hospital that wanted us, especially the pesakit luar to fill in some forms, which i think i took time for us to have our consultation. as all know, the environment at general hospital, particularly at night was very busy.. with patients here and there, it made my head going to explode, suited to me condition at that time.. waiting for my turn to meet the doctor was another 'world' problem 4 me.. what the heaven would i do in waiting 4 my turn.. it was ages men!!! i recited istighfar and tried to have patient in mine..
i met the doctor after AN HOUR of waiting.. i was declared as okay by her.. i proceeded to the exit as i saw my parent outside the room.. Allah, thank you 4 giving me such a full-of-love parent in this world.. we were calming each other and not worrying 4 my condition.. the left after about half an hour later..
as i reached school, we were asked to stay at a dorm...or in the other word, WE WERE QUARANTINED... God!!! i am going to take my trial exam bout less than 72 hours yet.. o Allah, please grant me with patient... how i am going to sit for my trial if i was quarantined in a dorm, without any contact with outside world.. without books.. fuhh!!! it was really a big test 4 me.. but i redha with what HE had planned 4 me... HE knows everything.. there should be hikmah 4 what HE planned 4 all mankinds... i juz tawakal and redha..

kemunculan semula

setelah lama menyepi di balik dunia spm, kini epit kembali aktif di alam maya ini... bukan apa epit sibuk ngan spm lagi... nak stadi lagi...

sebenarnya, banyak benda nak crite ni.. tapi tak tau mane satu nak mule.. camni la.. kita start dari awal ke...

first, i juz wanna set my blog as my site where i can tell everybody bout my day and my life.. so, as a blog which i think maybe not many people will read mine, i juz wanna this be as my diary... but not too detail.. i will tell bout my daily life, but not including any secrets that may be used by irresponsible parties for any inappropriate reasons... so, juz enjoy my stories (if they so enjoyable).

next, i wanna tell everybody that i have my own site in myspace... so, 4 anybody who interested in knowing me by photos or maybe wanna know who r my friends, juz add me at www.myspace.com/epit92

since my last post i didn't update my blog, so, i'll tell u what had happened to me during that period of time... if i've not mistaken, my last post was in august.. that time, i was facing my 2 big trials... sbp trial and jpwp trial.. there was a moment when i felt so stressed preparing 4 that trials... it's still ok if the trials were separated by a period of time.. the problem here was the trials were continuously done 4 bout a MONTH.. i was like "man, what i'm going to do??? am i well-prepared for the moment???" that was what frolicking in my head.. juz imagine that u hv to prepare 4 the exams, and at the same time u hv 2 carry a few responsibilities on your shoulders.. but i know that, ALLAH will help people who r patient 4 any ordeal they faced.. i knew that ALLAH will not test human 4 what human could not bear off.. i tried to cool down... i remembered what teachers said, "u should study hard but smartly..." i followed her advices and at the same time i prayed to ALLAH to grant me patient so that i can face this ordeal without forgetting HIM....

and my efforts paid off.. for the first trial, which was the sbp trial, i managed to get 8a's 1b and 1c... actually, i didn't satisfy with what i got.. but when think deeply, the subject that that i scored c was bio... and the papers were very tough... my teachers said like that so.. plus, at that time, the h1n1 flu was pandemically spread.. i was one of the victim... not the victim of the flu, juz cold and common flu.. nothing to worry about.. so, this could one the main reason why my result dropped...

but, can't let the sbp trial result let me down... i pushed some extra efforts on 2nd trial.. the papers were quite tougher than the sbp's... but i managed to get 10a's.... and started from that... i turned a new leaf, looking forward to the spm exam... which may lead me to my future...

singgah jap

lamanya dah tak masuk blog sendiri... i was so busy by this time.. yalah, i have 2 face 2 trial.. 4 weeks in a row.. mana tak botak kepala aku.

i have to maintain my results or to get better 4 scholarships.. i damn need that. i am not that choosy in applying scholarships... asal dapat jadilah.. what is the most important is that i wanna fly abroad. to further my study (plus melancong-ing, have fun, flirting.. it makes sense, but i am not that type of person).. i just got back from my kampong in melaka.. met all my relatives.. i had a good-lenghty conversation with abg irul, a friend of my uncle... he is 25 (to be) on this saturday.. fell on the same day of my birth date... of course, not the year..

we talked on life after spm... i paid my fullest attention (with "desire" to know)... actually it is quite hard to achieve ones ambition. they need to sacrifice a lot of things along the journey.. fuhh!!

o!!! before i 4get, i wanna wish selamat menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak to all hope this ramadhan will grant us more n more pahala from HIM.. a week in ramadhan at house is quite tough 4 me as i had forbid myself from sneaking in the kitchen.. hehehehe.. i wont do that.

emmm.. actually i have go back to my hostel today... i mean after this.. so to all my "fans"... my for my comeback..

before that, my last words (macam nak mati plak rasenya)..

JAGA IMAN, JAGA AKHLAK, JAGA HATI.... PASTIKAN SEMUA SIHAT N KUAT...

sports day in ASiS

fuhh... finally it had ended. the school's sport's day had finished yesterday... the day was very tiring.. i just jump onto my bed as i reached school... but it worth 4 two trophies and 4 hampers me and my team won.

the first one was trophy 4 best marching cadet commanded by me.. (everyone knows that i'm the school's best platun leader..:p) it was very hard actually coz i had to go through bundles of difficulties.... problems came simultaneously... never stop. but i knew that it should be something 4 me to grab 4.. i had problem with my platun where there were not enough people to join the KRS platun. other platun had already set their platun ready and enough and i was like, "what the hell is happening rite now?" but never mind, i knew i can do the best.. and at last, with not enough people, but strong and the best platun had won the war.. hahahahaha...(alhamdulillah..)

the second trophy was 4 the victory of my sport's house, TEMENGGONG. i also gave my idea 4 the marching team in forming formation and cheers... actually, it was quite hard 4 me to teach them coz they were not having the spirit of victory that all students of TEMENGGONG house should have... we won 4 the best marching and perfoming team... but we lost to SYAHBANDAR, coz they won 4 the best sports house... not much different between the marks of bot sports houses... aroung 19 marks only..

whatever it is, i proved to everyone that i can conduct team platuns at the same time and won the competition...

da nak balik...

2morrow i'll be no longer here coz i've to go back to my personal, temporary, private HOSTEL.. some say that being sent back to hostel is likely a prisoner was imprison for a period of time..
what ever it is.. that is my life as a student, i mean a boarding school student.

though my homeworks are partially done, but i'm still in calm (not yet arrive at school, so can say anything i wish to).. there is only 5 months left for me to strugle all my might studying and revising just 4 sitting and facing all 23 papers in two weeks time.. huhh.. short journey in school-life time.. after that, i'll miss my days in school.. sobs3....