singgah jap

lamanya dah tak masuk blog sendiri... i was so busy by this time.. yalah, i have 2 face 2 trial.. 4 weeks in a row.. mana tak botak kepala aku.

i have to maintain my results or to get better 4 scholarships.. i damn need that. i am not that choosy in applying scholarships... asal dapat jadilah.. what is the most important is that i wanna fly abroad. to further my study (plus melancong-ing, have fun, flirting.. it makes sense, but i am not that type of person).. i just got back from my kampong in melaka.. met all my relatives.. i had a good-lenghty conversation with abg irul, a friend of my uncle... he is 25 (to be) on this saturday.. fell on the same day of my birth date... of course, not the year..

we talked on life after spm... i paid my fullest attention (with "desire" to know)... actually it is quite hard to achieve ones ambition. they need to sacrifice a lot of things along the journey.. fuhh!!

o!!! before i 4get, i wanna wish selamat menyambut ramadhan al-mubarak to all hope this ramadhan will grant us more n more pahala from HIM.. a week in ramadhan at house is quite tough 4 me as i had forbid myself from sneaking in the kitchen.. hehehehe.. i wont do that.

emmm.. actually i have go back to my hostel today... i mean after this.. so to all my "fans"... my for my comeback..

before that, my last words (macam nak mati plak rasenya)..

JAGA IMAN, JAGA AKHLAK, JAGA HATI.... PASTIKAN SEMUA SIHAT N KUAT...

sports day in ASiS

fuhh... finally it had ended. the school's sport's day had finished yesterday... the day was very tiring.. i just jump onto my bed as i reached school... but it worth 4 two trophies and 4 hampers me and my team won.

the first one was trophy 4 best marching cadet commanded by me.. (everyone knows that i'm the school's best platun leader..:p) it was very hard actually coz i had to go through bundles of difficulties.... problems came simultaneously... never stop. but i knew that it should be something 4 me to grab 4.. i had problem with my platun where there were not enough people to join the KRS platun. other platun had already set their platun ready and enough and i was like, "what the hell is happening rite now?" but never mind, i knew i can do the best.. and at last, with not enough people, but strong and the best platun had won the war.. hahahahaha...(alhamdulillah..)

the second trophy was 4 the victory of my sport's house, TEMENGGONG. i also gave my idea 4 the marching team in forming formation and cheers... actually, it was quite hard 4 me to teach them coz they were not having the spirit of victory that all students of TEMENGGONG house should have... we won 4 the best marching and perfoming team... but we lost to SYAHBANDAR, coz they won 4 the best sports house... not much different between the marks of bot sports houses... aroung 19 marks only..

whatever it is, i proved to everyone that i can conduct team platuns at the same time and won the competition...

da nak balik...

2morrow i'll be no longer here coz i've to go back to my personal, temporary, private HOSTEL.. some say that being sent back to hostel is likely a prisoner was imprison for a period of time..
what ever it is.. that is my life as a student, i mean a boarding school student.

though my homeworks are partially done, but i'm still in calm (not yet arrive at school, so can say anything i wish to).. there is only 5 months left for me to strugle all my might studying and revising just 4 sitting and facing all 23 papers in two weeks time.. huhh.. short journey in school-life time.. after that, i'll miss my days in school.. sobs3....

melancong-ing!!!!

today i'll go to kedah to attend a kenduri kahwin... actually whose kenduri kahwin. but people always said rezeki jgn ditolak. makan free ma... hmm... my mum said that after the ceremony, we'll go melancong-ing, but still don't know where to go..

hey, i now had became a member of iLuvislam.com, i always dreaming of being a member of islamic society on the net.. dream comes true.. there was a post asking about which one is better, sbp or mrsm?.. there is a student of mrsm telling like a bedtime story about mrsm.. telling from top to bottom only good things bout mrsm... then, i replied to the post, i told him (like a bedtime story also) about sbp... of course la, i pertahankan sbp coz i'm an sbp student..

but 4 me, sbp and mrsm is equal.. no more, no less.. like an equation la plak.. SBP=MRSM,
HEHE..

by the way, i want to finish all my h/work first, then i start my revision... yela, trial nak dekat ma.. dlm bulan 8 kan???? tp, rase malas la plak... but, i remember my teacher told me that, if you not putting any efforts on ur study or anyting in ur life, u'll go NO WHERE!!!!

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