sabar je la..

ok... kita sambung citer post yg sebelum ni k...
at the time i was facing my two trials, i was tested with a common cold.. i still remembered when my body was feeling very bad. at that very moment, the h1n1 influenza was spreading all over the world. and i was suspecting myself to be infected by that particular disease. i was so worried. only Allah knows how badly my feeling was. until up to a moment, i was thinking of death and i couldn't meet my family anymore. it was very bad at the time. i tried to calm down myself but futile. the warm of my forehead, even my entire body was worsening. but i know, Allah knew what had happened to me.. that night, ust khir (warden) came into the surau and made an announcement. "for those who are not feeling well, please proceed to warden's office now," Allah had saved me.
i went to the warden's office and i waited for a van to take me (actually there were few students also worried about their health) to HUKM. i had to obey the procedures of the hospital that wanted us, especially the pesakit luar to fill in some forms, which i think i took time for us to have our consultation. as all know, the environment at general hospital, particularly at night was very busy.. with patients here and there, it made my head going to explode, suited to me condition at that time.. waiting for my turn to meet the doctor was another 'world' problem 4 me.. what the heaven would i do in waiting 4 my turn.. it was ages men!!! i recited istighfar and tried to have patient in mine..
i met the doctor after AN HOUR of waiting.. i was declared as okay by her.. i proceeded to the exit as i saw my parent outside the room.. Allah, thank you 4 giving me such a full-of-love parent in this world.. we were calming each other and not worrying 4 my condition.. the left after about half an hour later..
as i reached school, we were asked to stay at a dorm...or in the other word, WE WERE QUARANTINED... God!!! i am going to take my trial exam bout less than 72 hours yet.. o Allah, please grant me with patient... how i am going to sit for my trial if i was quarantined in a dorm, without any contact with outside world.. without books.. fuhh!!! it was really a big test 4 me.. but i redha with what HE had planned 4 me... HE knows everything.. there should be hikmah 4 what HE planned 4 all mankinds... i juz tawakal and redha..

kemunculan semula

setelah lama menyepi di balik dunia spm, kini epit kembali aktif di alam maya ini... bukan apa epit sibuk ngan spm lagi... nak stadi lagi...

sebenarnya, banyak benda nak crite ni.. tapi tak tau mane satu nak mule.. camni la.. kita start dari awal ke...

first, i juz wanna set my blog as my site where i can tell everybody bout my day and my life.. so, as a blog which i think maybe not many people will read mine, i juz wanna this be as my diary... but not too detail.. i will tell bout my daily life, but not including any secrets that may be used by irresponsible parties for any inappropriate reasons... so, juz enjoy my stories (if they so enjoyable).

next, i wanna tell everybody that i have my own site in myspace... so, 4 anybody who interested in knowing me by photos or maybe wanna know who r my friends, juz add me at www.myspace.com/epit92

since my last post i didn't update my blog, so, i'll tell u what had happened to me during that period of time... if i've not mistaken, my last post was in august.. that time, i was facing my 2 big trials... sbp trial and jpwp trial.. there was a moment when i felt so stressed preparing 4 that trials... it's still ok if the trials were separated by a period of time.. the problem here was the trials were continuously done 4 bout a MONTH.. i was like "man, what i'm going to do??? am i well-prepared for the moment???" that was what frolicking in my head.. juz imagine that u hv to prepare 4 the exams, and at the same time u hv 2 carry a few responsibilities on your shoulders.. but i know that, ALLAH will help people who r patient 4 any ordeal they faced.. i knew that ALLAH will not test human 4 what human could not bear off.. i tried to cool down... i remembered what teachers said, "u should study hard but smartly..." i followed her advices and at the same time i prayed to ALLAH to grant me patient so that i can face this ordeal without forgetting HIM....

and my efforts paid off.. for the first trial, which was the sbp trial, i managed to get 8a's 1b and 1c... actually, i didn't satisfy with what i got.. but when think deeply, the subject that that i scored c was bio... and the papers were very tough... my teachers said like that so.. plus, at that time, the h1n1 flu was pandemically spread.. i was one of the victim... not the victim of the flu, juz cold and common flu.. nothing to worry about.. so, this could one the main reason why my result dropped...

but, can't let the sbp trial result let me down... i pushed some extra efforts on 2nd trial.. the papers were quite tougher than the sbp's... but i managed to get 10a's.... and started from that... i turned a new leaf, looking forward to the spm exam... which may lead me to my future...